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Daddy gotta get that cash

Dec 13, 2006
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Daddy gotta get that cash- Styles P

Yeah...but that ain't all he gotta do....

Money has never been a priority in my life...

Yeah I need it...but it has never been my focal point.

I've always made enough to do what I wanted to do...keep my head above water so to speak...

But I've never had a desire to be famous....I'm already famous

to myself...and that's what matters

Isn't it?

I grew up poor...yet I have no desire to be rich....

Strange huh?

All I have ever wished for was Happiness...

Some scriptures I may have read told me to reach for it....Most of the time when I found a man I was looking for it....

And i did

Over and over...

but didn't find it...or found it and somehow it slipped away like my daughter's balloon

and when it did...i jumped after it...tried to grab it...

But eventually stopped, dejected, and bought another one..

with some money..

I have someone in my life who wants to give me what it is i want the most...obsesses over it....worries about it...plans to do it...

Gives me all of his money...

and that's great...

but he gives me so much more...

A warm hug in the morning at 5:30 am

Every morning

"Baby, you got to get up"

Watching me get dressed in the dim light...smiling at me put on panty hose....reaching to caress me early....knowing it will be 12 hours before he's sees me again....making sure that I know he loves me...and we chat softly about the day ahead....and I leave..while it's dark and still night outside

I feel safe...knowing that I have someone to love me just that much

The joy I feel when i come home...and am greeted by a wide smile or a concerned look ...depending on the day I'm having...or the time of the month...

I could go on...and I will

But...he still worries....

I worry too...because we have something so special....we don't want to miss a desire of the other...a wish... a want...we want to continue this beautiful, warm, soft, colorful..exciting and wonderful love we got going on...

Why is money so equated with happiness?

Not in my life...

I have what I always wanted...

Writer's Block

Dec 12, 2006
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I haven’t been writing much on my other page.

Writer’s Block maybe.

After two years…the page didn’t seem as much fun.

When I was going through my ups and downs as a single mother, black and latino…with many strengths…and weaknesses….struggling to get through college…disappointed by men and life….I had a nice set of readers….I would spout off about peeves and bad dates….and people ate it up…or at least in my perspective they did…..

Then I met Daddy….and things began to change….

I graduated college….began my relocation process to Atlanta and all I ever really wanted to talk about were the good things…but people didn’t like that as much…

Oh well…therein lies the beauty of the internet.

Here’s a new page to start out my new life…

And would you look at that….Writer’s block gone.